Monday, December 26, 2011
Getting Ready...Are You?
I hope every one had a great Christmas and ate all they could! I know I am enjoying it while I can without going overboard. We had tons of family over and that was the best gift we could have asked for! Now as I prepare for the new year with tons of new beginnings and a new outlook on life I want to let everyone know a little bit more.
First off this time I begin another shot at weight loss I must say right away that this IS NOT A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! I'm not to fond of them although I do have one it is in no way about weight loss. This is so much more then a resolution you make and then give up and make the same one a year from now. This is a new outlook on a healthy life. It is time for me!
As for the web site I am not going to be working at it while I am blogging and I hope to have it fully running by the end of January. With the holidays I have been going non stop so I had to put starting it on hold. But what you see on the blog is going to be the same thing. I just won't be able to start all the little things on top of it. Oh I am so excited!
I don't know if anyone is going to try the routine I will be doing and going at this with me. Just in case I wanted to let you know what I will be on. I will be doing the P.I.N.K. Method. This is a workout program designed just for women. It even comes with a membership to their website for as long as you like. Which is so nice because normally you have to pay extra for that. You are also given recipes and tons of support. It is in 3 phases of workouts. I am ordering mine on Wed. and then it is on!
So this is my last post until the New Year! I hope to see everyone on January 1, 2012! It is going to be a great year!
xoxoxo,
Kelly
First off this time I begin another shot at weight loss I must say right away that this IS NOT A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! I'm not to fond of them although I do have one it is in no way about weight loss. This is so much more then a resolution you make and then give up and make the same one a year from now. This is a new outlook on a healthy life. It is time for me!
As for the web site I am not going to be working at it while I am blogging and I hope to have it fully running by the end of January. With the holidays I have been going non stop so I had to put starting it on hold. But what you see on the blog is going to be the same thing. I just won't be able to start all the little things on top of it. Oh I am so excited!
I don't know if anyone is going to try the routine I will be doing and going at this with me. Just in case I wanted to let you know what I will be on. I will be doing the P.I.N.K. Method. This is a workout program designed just for women. It even comes with a membership to their website for as long as you like. Which is so nice because normally you have to pay extra for that. You are also given recipes and tons of support. It is in 3 phases of workouts. I am ordering mine on Wed. and then it is on!
So this is my last post until the New Year! I hope to see everyone on January 1, 2012! It is going to be a great year!
xoxoxo,
Kelly
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Getting Ready for 2012!
So where do I begin...
Forgive me for not blogging so much anymore but once I had Cole and he still doesn't sleep through the night I just couldn't seem to find a balance between motherhood and the blog. But now thanks to my wonderful boyfriend I have my nights back! So at night I will be working out at home (I am wasting so much money on a gym membership I am never going to use). After working out I will be sitting down and venting to whoever wants to read and listen.
So before I get ahead of myself and tell you what to be expecting in the weeks to come let me give you some insight on what is going on. Lately I have been feeling myself sinking into depression again. I am so happy with my family. I love them all and even though we have ups and downs I know in the end we have a good life. I am loving my relationship. Sure we may butt heads at times but he treats me great and loves me more. So why the depression? I am depressed with me. I am so unhappy with myself and what I have become. I feel so lost sometimes. John can say that this is our business but I am use to running the show and seeing a paycheck with my name on it and it has been hard to just stay home again. But on the same hand I love being a stay at home mom. I think if I could just get over the depression I think I could embrace it the way I use to. I know that one of the reasons I was put here was to be a mom but I know there is something else I should be doing. I just wish I knew what that was.
Right now I just sit on the couch when I am not cleaning. Cole loves to be outside but I love this couch right now. That was one key of knowing I am depressed. I love being on the go and playing with Cole but lately it just isn't in me. It comes in spurts and then I am done. The other is I am not on top of my older kids like I should be. I am very short tempered with them and I just want to be left alone. I feel like such a bad mom. I can't stay feeling like this.
The other reason is I am just not happy with what I see. That was the whole reason for this blog to begin with and I have failed yet again. Another year has gone by and I am still fat and unhealthy. I am still on blood pressure pills and I don't think I should be at this age. I have to say I have a lot more incentive in this coming year and you will have to stay tuned for all of that.
So get ready for next year! I have found a new program I am so excited about! There will be videos and not just written blogs and I will have the website up! Woo Hoo! There will be giveaways, recipes, and reviews along with so many other things! I can't wait. Writing for me has always been a passion and I think this will be a good start in getting back to me! I hope you will stay tuned!
The Best Is Yet To Come!
Kelly!
Forgive me for not blogging so much anymore but once I had Cole and he still doesn't sleep through the night I just couldn't seem to find a balance between motherhood and the blog. But now thanks to my wonderful boyfriend I have my nights back! So at night I will be working out at home (I am wasting so much money on a gym membership I am never going to use). After working out I will be sitting down and venting to whoever wants to read and listen.
So before I get ahead of myself and tell you what to be expecting in the weeks to come let me give you some insight on what is going on. Lately I have been feeling myself sinking into depression again. I am so happy with my family. I love them all and even though we have ups and downs I know in the end we have a good life. I am loving my relationship. Sure we may butt heads at times but he treats me great and loves me more. So why the depression? I am depressed with me. I am so unhappy with myself and what I have become. I feel so lost sometimes. John can say that this is our business but I am use to running the show and seeing a paycheck with my name on it and it has been hard to just stay home again. But on the same hand I love being a stay at home mom. I think if I could just get over the depression I think I could embrace it the way I use to. I know that one of the reasons I was put here was to be a mom but I know there is something else I should be doing. I just wish I knew what that was.
Right now I just sit on the couch when I am not cleaning. Cole loves to be outside but I love this couch right now. That was one key of knowing I am depressed. I love being on the go and playing with Cole but lately it just isn't in me. It comes in spurts and then I am done. The other is I am not on top of my older kids like I should be. I am very short tempered with them and I just want to be left alone. I feel like such a bad mom. I can't stay feeling like this.
The other reason is I am just not happy with what I see. That was the whole reason for this blog to begin with and I have failed yet again. Another year has gone by and I am still fat and unhealthy. I am still on blood pressure pills and I don't think I should be at this age. I have to say I have a lot more incentive in this coming year and you will have to stay tuned for all of that.
So get ready for next year! I have found a new program I am so excited about! There will be videos and not just written blogs and I will have the website up! Woo Hoo! There will be giveaways, recipes, and reviews along with so many other things! I can't wait. Writing for me has always been a passion and I think this will be a good start in getting back to me! I hope you will stay tuned!
The Best Is Yet To Come!
Kelly!
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