Back to the gym!

Today has been very trying. Cole is not feeling to great and wants to be on me 24/7. I finally gave in today and took a 2hr nap with him. I hope he is better tomorrow because it is just gonna be me and him after we go get Dakota her shots for school. 

As for my eating I did good except I finally lost it. Cole was screaming and wouldn't stop and I was so hungry and it finally just all got to me and I had 4 oreo cookies. Funny thing is I am telling myself as I am reaching for them that I don't need them and all of a sudden I dang near yell to myself...I DON'T CARE! Am I mad at myself? Nope, maybe a little disappointed but not mad. I will just do better tomorrow. Other than that this was what I had today:

Breakfast: yogurt and 4 animal cookies
Lunch: 8 baked chicken tenders and bbq sauce
Dinner: grilled chicken breast, baked beans, and broccoli
Drinks: 12 glasses of water.

Starting Weight: 191.5lbs 
I weigh myself 2x's a day but I will only post once a week.


Today was also my 1st day back to the gym. I loved it! I went at night and there aren't that many people there so I could get on a treadmill and just go. I made it for about 30 mins and then my chest was hurting a little so I stopped. I know I have to take it easy till I see the Dr. on the 11th but it is so hard cause I want to go hard. All I did was cardio today and tomorrow I hope to get a little strength training in.

Since I have been with Cole all day I don't have much to write or vent...maybe tomorrow.