When it Hits Close to Home...

Hey chics! There was no posting yesterday because my life took a turn with my family that I did not think it was going to go. I know that when you are going through your tweens and getting into your teens you will be changing inside as well and there will be rebelling but this is crazy! I will not go into detail about my family when it comes to one specific person. I will however say that we are going to be getting the help we all need. It will start with the person who needs to let the most go 1st and then in the end I want to see us as a family. By the time John and I get married I want us to come together as a family not just a husband and wife. 

I did not exercise last night and I will not be tonight either. It is not because of the schedule at all. Because of the stress for yesterday and today my bp has been extremely high and I have had some mild anxiety attacks and if you have ever had one it can just wipe your body for a day or so. I am trying to get fit but I am also not going to overdue it when I know I am weak. And no, I have still not checked off a damn box! lol 

So, in my last post I said I wanted to talk about something else that has hit close to home. Because of my high blood pressure and the stress I have gone through a lot I know I have stated on here before that I am waiting to just have a stroke. Well a couple of days ago I find out my friend is in the hospital. No they did not have a stroke but it was from blood pressure and chest pains. Someone who I have known for many years and you never think to yourself that it would happen to people and then it does. I will say that it is another thing that just opened my eyes. I am glad they are ok and that is all that matters.

I think that will be it for the night. I have tons more to say but no energy to keep going! 

xoxoxo,
Kelly