Did you think that I quit again??? Well you wouldn't be right, but then again you wouldn't be wrong either. Almost 2 weeks ago I ended up with a double ear infection and on meds. Well I thought I was only on them for 1 week and so I was taking the week off and then I found out I was on them for 2 weeks. Ok no biggie I will still just take the week off. Well then for being on one of the pills for a week I started to have a reaction and BAM out for another. So back to it on Monday and I am personally just starting back over.
Why wouldn't I just go on to week 3??? To be perfectly honest. I have done nothing for 2 weeks so I am sure I have gained. They normally say it takes 30+ days to get into a routine. Well with only being 2 weeks in forget about it. I ate crap. We ate out almost the whole week because I was in so much pain. So I am not going to cheat myself out of the process and I am going to start from the beginning again. Sometimes you need to take a few steps back to be successful and I am willing to do that and not give up on myself this time. I have a whole closet full of clothes just wanting me to wear them this fall!
Lately I find myself in a funk. In a way I am still trying to figure out what I want to be when I grow up. Only problem is I am almost 33, I need to figure it out. I started doing direct sales and I love the company and what it stands for. I also do not do it for the money I gift at least 1 locket a month to someone who needs a smile. I have given to 2 children with cancer, 2 ladies who have had angel babies, and a few more people. I LOVE doing this but it does take money and I use the money from my sales but my parties are few and far between and lately I have only been selling 1 locket a party. Then it comes out of my pocket. I am not complaining about that either, as long as I have the means I will continue to do this. If there is one thing I know it is I just want to help people.
When I hear things like I am an inspiration when it comes to these blogs or taking on the bulged it make me feel good. Knowing that I have had other people in different companies thinking about giving back to people in their own way I am so happy. But there is still just something missing. Like there is this puzzle piece I am looking for and I don't know where else to look.
Everyone is put on this earth for a reason. What is mine? What is my life course?? To be confused? lol I search for guidance but nothing!
Well I wanted to write more but my father had me looking up flights so it is time to go to bed.
xoxoxo,
Kelly
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