Right now as I am sitting here I am trying to figure out what I am going to write about. Opps, I think I got it. That was the shortest case of writers block ever!
As we all know I am getting married and if you didn't know that...now you do. I will be getting married to a great man in November. I can't wait. I have been planning the wedding non stop and now I have taken a break from it being my life to start blogging again. I am way ahead of schedule so no problem :).
Anyway, the reason I am talking about this is because some things have been told to me that have hurt me. If you are on my Face Book page I have talked about it before and the support that was received was more than I could have asked for. But I want to get it all off of my chest right now rather than just a short paragraph on a wall.
I have seen many a friend get married that I did not agree with. Some of them are divorced and some have stayed together but not one time did I knock their decision or the future spouse. I do the right thing...smile and nod. Now if it was something as bad as physical or mental abuse then no, I wouldn't be so kind. Now though when it comes to me getting married somewhere along the line I became the exception to the rule and some people have had a field day talking behind our backs and in the end it will come full circle and back to me. Now sure you could tell me to let it go and it doesn't matter. But what if it is family? And what if you found out that it was going from family member to family member? Does it make it more hurtful? You are damn right it does. How will your fiance' feel after that?Would you want to go around people that weren't to sure if your marriage was going to work? Hell no! Now if one particular person reads this (you know who you are) this is not even close to being all about you). I actually got to the point I was ready to call the wedding off and go elope because why have a wedding that people don't seem to approve of. Then I thought to myself...if ya don't like it then don't come :)
Now I am going on to another part of my wedding journey...engagement pics! First off, they came out so good! I love them. Once I got them back I was so happy to show them to everyone and then as I am showing them to one person who means so much to me but we have been butting heads through the whole wedding process I was told..."you look like you lost 50lbs in these pics." How do you take that? As a compliment or a punch in the gut? After looking at some of the other pics I did realize that my tummy was cropped (which I loved lol) but then brought me to the realization that it wasn't a nice comment in my eyes. If there is one thing that bothers me right now it is my weight so a comment like that was now necessary. So all I have left to say is....
KISS MY GRITS!
On to other business...
Today was a decent day. I had a couple slip ups but still no soda. I did get to exercise too!
Exercise: 20 mins of Kardio (that is how they spell it on PINK METHOD) I was suppose to do another video to of Yoga but I am going to have to tweak my exercising because at 10 at night 20 mins is all I have left in me!
Breakfast: Smoothie 290 cal.
Lunch: Salad 290 cal.
Dinner: Hot Dog and French Fries 405 cal
(I would not have eaten this but I burnt dinner because I was trying to cook without butter in a cast iron skillet and failed! So I have 1 hotdog and 15 french fries)
Snack 1: 2 bites of raspberry bar 105cal.
Snack 2. 7 pretzels and 1tbsp of hummus 100 cal
Snack 3: Apple 80 cal
Water: 8, 8oz glasses
Total Cal: 1270
I think I am done for the night. Thank you for listening to me vent, again. After I finished blogging last night I felt so much better. I keep so much bottled up and to release it feels incredible! Tomorrow I am going to talk about trying to blend a family that seems un-blendable!
xoxoxo,
Kelly
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