The past 2 days have just been awesome! I feel so good! This Weight Watchers idea...yea I should have had that a long time ago! I love it! But on to other business first...
I went for my final divorce hearing today! I know what you are asking..."Wait, isn't she planning a wedding?" The answer is, yes. I have been separated from my exhusband for about 6 years. When we slip up it was very bad. I left because I did not like how I was being treated and I wasn't going to take it anymore. The crap that I went through though I did not want to put my kids through. I didn't want a custody battle or battles on child support so I waited to file. I wasn't expecting us to become best friends but I did want us to be able to be in the same room together and have a conversation about our children. 6 years later, it is way better then I could have ever hoped for.
Just walking out of that court room today I felt something lift off of me. A lot of relief for sure. It was another thing weighing me down that I wanted gone. A part of my past I wanted to put to rest. Sure we have a son together but that is where I want it to end. I wish him all the best and I will always be here for him but now as a friend.
Ok, Now back to this Weight Watchers thing...I love it! I have been sticking to my points even when eating out! It is so much easier to count than calories and stick to it more. I am more aware of what I am eating because those points when it comes to food are priceless. I am also happy to say that John (the hubby to be) will be joining me on this now. Of course he has way more points than I do but I know he will do great on it!
Also, today I worked out more than I have in years! 40 straight minutes! And I feel awesome! I now have 2 months to get into my dress and to be honest I do some of my best work under pressure! I hope to go and try it on one day this week to see how far I need to go and then again at the beginning of next month!
xoxoxo,
Kelly
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