I just want one day to go smoothly! I woke up this morning to find that the laptop is now broken! Dakota used it and broke it and doesn't seem to care one bit! I am beginning to just not get this girl. I love her so much and she has always been my Kotabug, princess, and I act like she could do no wrong. But lately, oh geeze! She has had an attitude that is out of this world. There are no apologies for her actions, if I ground her I know she doesn't take me seriously and I am just so shaken up with her! I just worry she is going to take a wrong turn somewhere. I don't want her to become my sister who she just thinks is the best thing since sliced bread. She doesn't get what my sister had to endure because of her actions. She my sister has gotten her life together in the past couple years but before that she was a mess. I can't help but wonder what am I doing wrong? It is even stressing out John and my relationship at times because he feels that I should be harder on her. But sometimes I just want to sit back and think what would happen if the shoe was on the other foot. I have learned we have all the answers when they aren't our kids. I know I do lol.
On to something more positive. I am so glad John is home. I don't think I realized how much I really do need and want him around here. Everything flows so much smoother. Sometimes I miss working and being out but when I look around and see what has been accomplished in such a short amount of time I couldn't ask for much more. Now I just want to go back to normal. I have had such a huge weight lifted off of my shoulder I just want to sleep and relax.
Ok, Ok on to the exercise and food. Ha, Ha, Ha! It sucks! Nothing has been done and I am beginning to feel like a failure! I am seeing everyone posting on facebook that they are exercising and here I am just letting the day pass me by. Hopefully I can sign up at the gym before Friday. I need it so bad!
Exercise: None!
Food:
Breakfast: Nothing
Lunch: Skipped that too
Dinner: Shepperd's Pie
Don't think I have given up because that is not the case I just have to get back in the swing of things!
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