Day 28&29...Trying to Catch Up!

First off, I hate that I am having to do two days in one. I just have been a day behind for a week or so and I just want to be back 100% and give the blog 100% which I can't do if I can't remember every last detail. So here are two blogs in one. There won't be much on what I ate or calorie counts and exercise has just been basic but I will touch on that a little bit more.

I did weigh in today and I lost 0 gained 0. I feel so defeated! I know I haven't been eating the best but I have been exercising. I guess that's why I didn't gain at least. So it was back to the drawing board I go. So John and I made the decision to start cutting out most processed foods. We are starting with dinner because it is the easiest. Tonight we had boneless ribs, fresh peas, and onion baked potatoes. Dustin isn't too on board but Dakota didn't complain too much. My other goal is to cut the soda down. I offered John  challenge to drink more water then we do and I hope we can start this tomorrow. I feel like that person that talks the talk but doesn't walk the walk and it is really frustration!

Today I was getting upset and John asked what was wrong. It is the same thing that I have been struggling with since I had Cole. I just don't feel like I have enough time for everything. I need to get up earlier but I am just so tired. I try to go to bed earlier but I just can't sleep! Aren't babies suppose to get their days and nights messed up? Not grownups! Even with the kids helping with chores I still can't find time for me to just exercise. Just that alone and having that little time for me would help. So I am going to start getting up at 7 again so I have an hour to do my thing (just as long as Cole doesn't have other ideas).

Even though I didn't lose anything today I have been doing so well with my workouts the Biggest Loser is bumping me up to the next difficulty. So that makes me feel better.Not to mention that I got into a pair of jeans I haven't been able to.

So I guess I am going to leave it at that right now and I will be back tomorrow with the normal blog so I can be on the right day and remember everything!