I mean look at all the times that I have tried to lose weight! I don't think that I could count them all. I have some close and had so many good intentions just to come out short.
The worst thing that I have started but did not finish was school. I have been upset with myself for so long. For the first 3 semesters I was on the Deans list and then my 4th and final semester I bombed. I had the chance to have a better job and between working 50 to 60 hours a week and taking care of 2 children full time and I just couldn't juggle it all (did I mention it was 5 online classes!). I failed and then tried one more time only for the same conclusion. So I thought that I would go down to part time and I went it to the school only to find out that I was not able to keep going because since it was a private college I could only take the same class twice and so I left crying (after I told the dean a thing or to). So I am now paying $28,000 for an education I didn't get. Oh and I can give one hell of a massage but can't get licensed because I didn't go to the tech school cause I wanted an associates degree.
I wanted to be the first one to graduate from college in my family. I just didn't follow through. I would love to go to school again but I liked the private college because there weren't that many people and I just look at a college campus and freak out! I can't deal with the crowds and the older I get the worse I get. But I am looking to go back but I am just not sure for what anymore because right now I have the best job ever.
The silver lining: I do have the best job ever right now. I am a stay at home mom and that is one thing I will never finish and that will be just fine. You never stop being a mom. And as the follow through for the weight loss I am pretty sure this time is it...wait I know this time is it because I am feeling better than I ever have.
xoxoxo,
Kelly
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